I don't know why I even try 'Cause you don't want this no more I would rather leave before I hurt you And I would have died long ago if I didn't have my faith I see you're starting to hate me I see it in your face My home don't feel like home Just like my heart, it's empty Changed the number on your phone So when I call, you ain't gotta listen And all your girls think that I ain't shit And they the same ones lost in the club Them bitches is basic Now I'm number one that's lost in love I can't take it I'm on my knees, you're gonna see a grown man cry I won't lie I'm starting to hate me A little more and more each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way And you don't love me You don't love me If I knew better I would do better Looking at the names on your list and I can't find me I'm deep underwater Are you gon' let me drown? I see you're happy now You're the life of the party, acting out Ain't seen you in months You ain't call me once And all your boys say that I ain't shit And they the same ones lost in the club Them niggas is basic Yeah, and I'm the one who lost in love And I can't take it I'm on my knees Don't you hate to see me cry? I won't lie I'm starting to hate me A little more and more each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way And you don't love me You don't love me (oh) If I knew better (yeah) I would do better, better Thinking 'bout you and I Thinking 'bout you and I My heart's beating in slow motio Knowing that it's over Thoughts got me thinking 'bout suicide Baby, this is do or die When you told me it's over Ain't no point in being sober All I wanna do is fade away (fade away) I hope that God will forgive me 'Cause I know you ain't gon' miss me Baby girl, I won't try, to say my goodbyes You ain't gotta shed a tear for me Baby girl, don't cry (oh) I'm starting to hate me A little more and more each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way And you don't love me (no more) You don't love me (no more) If I knew better I would do better (I would do better, I would do better) I would do better I would do better I would do better I would do better I would do better I would do better I would do better