You're the reason I feel so alive (I feel so alive) You're the craving that tears me apart from the inside You're the death, the one I await (The one I await) I'm a monster, the freak that you needed and it's okay Is this sick and depraved I see ??? Is this twisted and crazed Or a brilliant disguise Pissed off ??? out of stuff to say ??? turns into misery I'm your pariah, take it out on me I ??? no reality I suck up all your vanity I'm your pariah, take it out on me I cling to you like a moth to a flame I was a piece of a puzzle you played in your own game (I play your game) ??? by the look in your eye ??? Now I'm holding on tight, fighting hard just to survive Is this sick and depraved I see ??? Is this twisted and crazed Or a brilliant disguise Pissed off ??? out of stuff to say ??? turns into misery I'm your pariah, take it out on me I ??? no reality I suck up all your vanity I'm your pariah, take it out on me You know it's what I hate So come and take it out on me Is this sick and depraved I see ??? Is this twisted and crazed Or a brilliant disguise Pissed off ??? out of stuff to say ??? turns into misery I'm your pariah, take it out on me I ??? no reality I suck up all your vanity I'm your pariah, take it out on me