Crawling and moaning in the sharp blade of grass All my life starting over, blood spilled inside out I went through this cycle of pain deep in myself Destroyed by awful hands, a demon of illusion The pain now awaken, I'm cracking wide open Can barely recognize my body, a battlefield Unquestioned pride once so fragile I cannot even recall names or faces Those standing on my side My side I am nothing the pain awake is forging me Face down, inert Forcing me, dreams haunting me I am immense, I am awake, renewed Lost in the darkest time I know I felt their presence Even if I was blind Pain, please forgive my ignorance My master