Hmm, yeah Everything they ever liked Don't see myself inside Why can't I get it right? I don't know You're always watching me fall Shadows, they like my wall Why do I feel so small? I don't know So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside, no more I lost, I lost I lost control again Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again Oh, I am feeling afraid But lately I lost my faith What is love without pain? It ain't home You're watching me, but I'm in love When I get caught, I hope It's the kind of blackout that will Take me home So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside, no more I lost, I lost I lost control again Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again I know that I'm a mess But I ain't tryna be the best So, whatever's coming next I better pray-ay-ay-ay Never said I was an angel I am damaged all the way So, whatever's coming next I better pray-ay-ay-ay I lost, I lost I lost control again Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I lost control again