Every time I fall I'm a little less me and a little bit more you And everywhere I go There's a little less there and a little bit more to lose Did you ever wonder why I can't decide if I'm a little bit dead or a little bit guarded Cause even when I try You and I are a little less there and just discarded If we collapse Under all the weight Of our self-importance What if it's too late I threw it all away It doesn't make it better Why am I the ostracized Maybe I can change If I put it back together If I'm right then I don't wanna know Even if I could I'll never be free from a little bit more than this It won't do any good Any other way is a little bit more to risk But I say "Fuck it, risk it!" If we collapse Only time will tell Obey the same disorders And ride your ass to hell I threw it all away It doesn't make it better Why am I the ostracized Maybe I can change If I put it back together If I'm right then I don't wanna know I threw it all away It doesn't make it better Why am I the ostracized Maybe I can change If I put it back together If I'm right then I don't wanna know Then I don't wanna know I don't wanna know No, No, No