Joshua's a gemini He broke my heart wish I was too preoccupied to fall apart Certain he was God sent The sweetest sentences Funny how my world could end in silence Too naive to believe His glow was all but fire Too cold to get close to So I loved him through the wires He calloused my sweet dreams Into sleepless nights That was all until he vanished in time Had to tell my mother when She found my cold heart Lying in a trash bin on our yard All my friends are pessimists But I find solace Riding in your front seat till morning It's late night at stoplights You ask what's in my head And I heard what you told me But I change the subject We ride past my address The night a medicine By the time it's the morning My mind is quiet It's late night at stoplights You ask what's going wrong But I'm a tired old liar And I hum that Bonnie song We ride on in silence But I see you're catching on By the time it's the chorus You nod and sing along There's a bitterness and a mellow sting It was always in vain Yeah, it was always in vain And all the blood that we shed was only red Never mind all of the romanticizing Joshua's a gemini He broke my heart wish I was too preoccupied to fall apart