Sitting in a big white room alone Tilt my head back, feel the tears fall down Close my eyes to see in the dark I feel young, broken, so so scared I don't wanna be here anymore I wanna be somewhere else normal and free, like I used to be But I have to stay in this big white room With little old me I'm going crazy, I'm losing my mind I'm going crazy, in this big white room of mine I'm going crazy, I'm losing my mind I'm going crazy, in this big white room of mine Sitting in a big white room alone Close the door don't want the pain to come in I clench my fist and try to stay strong I cry, feel sick my hearts beating b-b-b-b-beating neating out of control Can I run, run faster than you I wanna feel my body again, feel the wind in my hair, yeah But I have to stay in this big white room 'Cause no one else cares no I'm going crazy, I'm losing my mind I'm going crazy, in this big white room of mine I'm going crazy, I'm losing my mind I'm going crazy, in this big white room of mine Everybody's looking at me, everybody's staring at me What do I do now, smile, yeah, yeah Everybody's looking at me, everybody's staring at me What do I do now, smile I'm going crazy, I'm losing my mind I'm going crazy, in this big white room of mine I'm going crazy, I'm losing my mind I'm going crazy, in this big white room of mine I'm going crazy, I'm losing my mind I'm going crazy, in this big white room of mine I'm going crazy, I'm losing my mind I'm going crazy, in this big white room of mine