I could've done more, so my family believed I'm sorry that I couldn't be what you need I'm sorry that I thought it was time to leave I know you that you're struggling your head on your knees I'm sorry I failed, never found my own way I'm sorry I'm bringing such cloudy days My purpose was lost, the water kept rising I said I was happy, deep down I was lying Fell victim to the game we all know as life This will be the last thing that I ever write The only solution is what you now know But I'll be looking down and smile as I watch you all grow This is my decision, no one will understand I know this is pathetic, I'm supposed to be a man But I just can't do it, I've tried and I've tried When you read this letter please do not cry I just read your letter, why did you go You faced the demons you never would show I should have done more, I should've been there I'm sorry that you felt nobody would care But this is a tragedy so young and bright I have been praying night after night The pain that you felt, no one should feel And nobody knew, is this even real I can give support, be there when you need All you that you wanted was someone to lead In the right direction, rise from where you were But this just ain't you, all I saw was smiles Before all this happened, no answer when I dialled I'm paralyzed with grief, I've been in stuck in my house Trying to understand what was this all about I'm angry that you're gone, that I wasn't there This is so crazy I know I'm not prepared To face another death, especially you Staring at your coffin is the worst kind of view So much potential, why did it have to end You were like a brother, so much more than a friend This is not the answer, this is not the way And taking your own life will never be okay Everybody grieving, another young soul leaving So many questions, yet not much to believe in Heads all down, tears forming puddles We need to do better, in facing this struggle You won't be forgotten, my life is now yours If you are listening, you were always adored If I knew better, you would be here today Thinking 'bout you brother, as this song plays Now I've read your letter, I wish you were here Still so many questions and I'm covered in tears Nothing lasts forever, this much is true I'm still staring at your coffin, still missing you